I Am In Love With A Guy Who Totally hate me - Why is That so?

I can't clarify it, however for reasons unknown, I cherish somebody who REALLY despises me. That is to say, this is a disdain not at al...

I can't clarify it, however for reasons unknown, I cherish somebody who REALLY despises me. That is to say, this is a disdain not at all like anything I have ever observed previously. This individual loathes me SO much, it's really startling. The specific notice of me sends her into a fuming rage.
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 However, I cherish her and need only the best for her. It's bizarre. I have had a go at everything. I have attempted to simply kill my adoration for her, and I can't do it. Others have instructed me to simply take a gander at her for who she really is. An irate, judgemental, derisive, hot tempered, hard person. I see their point. What's more, I taken a stab at taking a gander at her from that point, and still, it didn't change the way that I care about her. On the off chance that somebody had disclosed to me that they cherished and thought about a person who couldn't have cared less about them and effectively detested them, at that point I would state precisely what individuals have said to me. What's more, that will be that its absolutely impossible I could love somebody who abhorred me and couldn't have cared less about me. However, here I, can't kill my affections for her. 
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Reality of it is, we were once close. Very close, to be correct. She did, at one point in time, care about me as well. In any case, tragically, it was brief. Not exactly a year. For as long as seven and a half (going on eight) years, the entire thing has been me cherishing her and her wishing I would bite the dust. She has told somebody that she wishes I was in reality dead, in the ground with the goal that she could come and profane my grave. Alright, 'll concede, that one ALMOST made me quit adoring her. Yet, at last, it didn't. I wept hysterically saying 'sorry' to her. I BEGGED for her absolution, to which she can't. Others have instructed me to let myself free, since I made the best choice. Her declining to acknowledge my expression of remorse is absolutely on her, on the grounds that the entire thing could have been finished and finished with many, many occasions throughout the years. It's her that has propped it up. Its thing is, this almost multi year resentment she has held against me and hasn't faltered one piece from was all only a misconception. She says that I cost her "fantasy work". Presently, the truth is, I was liable of advising on her to her supervisors one night. Be that as it may, all things considered, in the event that I do state so myself. She was in effect VERY amateurish. 

Be that as it may, on the off chance that I had it to do once more, I wouldn't have told on her. I would have recently given it a chance to slide, recognizing what I know now. This is the place she puts her turn in general thing. She was inevitably terminated from what she calls her "fantasy work". In any case, she was NOT terminated on the night that I told on her. Indeed, her terminating would not desire another 4-5 months from the night that I told on her. She just says "he told on me, I got let go" forgetting the entry of a while. In the event that her supervisors would fire her as a result of what I stated, at that point they would have done it that night. For what reason would they have held up a very long time to do it? What's more, regardless of whether there had not even once been an issue and everything was simply peachy, she would NOT still be at that activity today. What she never ceased and thought about was, her "fantasy work" accompanied a couple of conditions. One of those conditions was age. When she was contracted, she was, at the time, what they were searching for. Somebody youthful. She was, what they considered, the ideal age. Presently, she is never again that age. Along these lines, if nothing else, she would have in the long run been hurled out of there, when she moved beyond the age extend that they like. In addition, everything was not well. That put utilized and manhandled it's specialists. What's more, keeps on doing as such right up 'til today. However, the place is magnificent in her eyes. Also, she says that I ,and only i, destroyed it for her. 
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She guarantees that nothing has been the equivalent for her since she was let go from that great occupation. She asserts that the "sky was the point of confinement" on the cash ought to could make. However, she griped that it wasn't as extraordinary as publicized. Gee guarantees that no activity that she has had from that point forward gives what that activity gave. From what others have let me know, where she worked given commission based pay. That was it. However and still, today she works some place that she truly appreciates. However, I get it isn't her fantasy work. By the day's end, notwithstanding everything, despite everything I care about her and wish her nothing happiness. I realize that being near her again is not feasible, yet I do need her to relinquish this resentment against me, if for no other explanation than to go to a type of mental harmony.

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